Saturday, August 22, 2009

1 Peter 3:3-4

"Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight." 1 Peter 3:3-4

Monday, August 17, 2009

quote-in

"i only culture you because i love you!"


-kelsey ford


shes making me watch slumdog millionair agaisnt my will.


hahahhaha!

Friday, August 14, 2009

HEY LADIES!

Guess i havent been the only thinking about my future..seems as if me and kels have had about the same mind set lately!
read this entry from her.

anyway...heres some of my thoughts on dating and...BOYS!

I think us ladies really need to be more skeptical about guys and need to stop rushing into relationships and thinking that they are the "real thing". i know how hard it is to take a stand, set your boundaries and sometimes let go of something that you dont wanna let go of. ive put my heart into 'relationships' (dating or just hanging out) and i end up getting my heart trampled on...but now as i look back...those boys werent it. not even close. either their priorities werent set (i want a guy that always puts God first) or they end up finding a 'new girl'(or i find out about the 'new girl'!). Ive always thought that once the 'perfect guy' steps down into my life I'd see fireworks or, i dont know...some sort of sign...but its not like that. at all. i honestly trust that i eventually will be led to the right guy...he could be right infront of my face, down the street or 1,000's of miles aways. I have no idea. Right now, I just pray that God will protect my heart. all i need to do is rely on him...not some guy that will get bored of me after 2 weeks, or tell me im pretty to just 'get some'.

i love this verse that kelsey read to me a few weeks ago while at k4k

"It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in man.
It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in princes."
Psalm 118:8-9


Now Im not saying that all guys are conniving, and that your boyfriend might not be it...he MIGHT BE...im just saying that we need to guard our hearts and TRY not to get toooo upset if our boy dumps us. We should figure out their priorities and also find out ourselves.
Im currently absolutly crazy about a boy, but i need to always remind myself that if it doesnt work...then Im ment for another boy and hes ment for another girl. which actually sort of upsets me even thinking about...but thats how it is...God has it planned out and i really shouldnt even be worrying about it. He has SO much of a better plan for me then i do for myself...sometimes i need that reminder.
anyway, sorry about jumping around some...but theres my heart on the internet.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Monday, August 10, 2009

too much on my mind

and its driving me absolutly crazy.

wish i had all the secrets to this world. i wish i had everything figured out. i thought i had things figured out...atleast most of it. then everything sorta changed in a years time. they got harder, more complicated. feels like im walking in a foreign dark room and i have no idea where the light switch is.
guess im just a scaredy cat. i know things will go by God's plan.
i mean seriously, how many times have i had this conversation with people!?
in the end...i guess i just have a trusting issue.
i dont know.
but the time is coming to where i need to figure somethings out....

Saturday, August 8, 2009

lullaby

bored as usual and was on youtube...and look who i came across!
PEOPLE I KNOW!



I seriously love their version so much better then josh groban's

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Saturday, August 1, 2009

I just realized...

that i had more of a life when i was 15 then i do now as a 17 year old.



















HAHA :/