another pet peeve...

whoever has been vandalizing timothy lauers grave.

Good stuff...

In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...

Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed,

This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,

She said

You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across

An open field,
When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry

When they see you

You said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,

She said

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,

She said

You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...

I think I'll start a new life,

I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,

I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,

I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...

I think I'll go to Boston,

I think that I'm just tired

I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...

I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,
I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow world be nice... oh yeah,

Boston... where no one knows my name... yeah

Where no one knows my name...

Where no one knows my name...

Yeah Boston...

Where no one knows my name.

my biggest pet peeve:

when people put xmas.
i mean seriously? think about what this really means?

12/14/2009

8:22- woke up
10- dentist appt. found out my gums are being pulled down from when i got my wisdom teeth extracted. not the roots of my moler are showing and its painful :(
11:15- dr. appt. found out that i doooont have to get my lil gully out :) ...for now. its some kind of acid/stress thing...some really long word, buuuut yeah, hopefully it will get under control in a month or so.
got my thumb burned-oooouch.
also got novacaine for the first time-ooooouch.
but i got an old world bagel from pittsburgh bagel and co.!! yuuum.
went to tech for a bit
came home
went to work
then kat said she thought kelsey was coming in...basically we were both scheduled for tonight.
kelsey opted to stay since shes GOING TO FLORIDA FOR 2 WEEKS! and wont be working...
i got 5 mins in tonight-haha
so now im home doing nothing but studying for my nail test tomorrow.
woohoo.

insomnia.

whatever is wrong with me really hurts.
its keeping me up along with me being extremely angry.
i cant sleep, which is frustrating since i have school in 3 1/2 hours and ive been up for the past 2.
cant miss anymore school because ive already missed 2 days this week...thats 4 out of my 8 i can miss.
DANGIT.
getting another physical on monday.
getting my gullbladder checked. awesome.
we think its not working (whatever it does?)
and if its not, it hasnt been for a long time.
i havent slept in my bed for the past 3 nights because of the wind.
its soooo loud and shakes my room...for real!
also scared the tree is going to fall thats between our house and the clulows.
infact, you can see it swaying (no, not just the branches, but the actual tree!). its huuuge.
i heard there was a tornado 2 days ago...(in december?!?!!) like an hour away from us.
crazy.
considering, as we were going to tech, i was looking outside and thinking that if it was summer time, this is total tornado weather! and wadda ya know!
going shopping again tonight. i need one more gift...(i think?)
hopefully this burning/aching/nausea goes away. it has only made my week worse.
im about half way through numbers...some of it is blowing my mind! ...and some of it is putting me to sleep.
which isnt working tonight considering i read a good chuck of it tonight thinking that it might ease my mind...instead, i catch myself reading but thinking about other stuff. not good.
i just wanna fall asleep and wake up having it be a year from now.
im tired of school. tired of drama. and tired of boys.
everyone says to enjoy this year...its my last. but so far...it has sucked. i think it could be tied with last year.
except this year im a super slacker and only have 3 classes in the morning...easy classes, with a studyhall, which no one is even in there with me. i seriously am by myself for 42 mins.
well, its nearly 5 am now.
and im done ranting.
bacccccccccck to reading...

Our God...

is amazing.

Our God is so creative!

Love

I hate how people throw this word around.
or how people get the wrong idea of love.
I remember using this word for everything and alsmot everyone...
but this word has become more sacred to me now.
Im using it only when I mean it.

Being Thankful

Psalm 100

Shout truimphantly to the LORD, all of the earth.

Serve the LORD with gladness, come before Him with joyful songs.

Acknowledge that the LORD is God.

He made us, and we are His-

His people, the sheep of His pasture.

Enter His gates with thanksgiving and His couts with praise.

Give thanks to Him and praise His name.

For the LORD is good, and His love is eternal,

His faithfulness endures through all generations

lamelamelamelamelamelame

that would be how i feel about life at the moment.
although there are some bright moments and right now...thats all that is keepin me going.
today was a rough day, actually...its been a rough week/month.
work, school and life is so stressfull and all i ever want to do is sleep and stay in bed allll day...but that can never happen.
but this week ive met some pretty jerky people...like the guy that made me cry at work today. thankfully there are actually decent people who stayed around and "talked" while the guy was freaking on me and left me with $42 lottery ticket that i cant/dont want to pay for...those people ended up splitting the money and bought the tickets and told me things will be okay and he was a jerk and was wrong (which made me feel better knowning i was actually right in this situation!) then it made me wanna cry MORE because i was so thankful!
luckly me and kelsey were going to go shopping after i got off work...keep my mind preoccupied...and it worked. we have so much fuuun! i love my beef!
higlight of my week...tonights shopping extravaganza and no work tomorrow night :) YAY!

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when keeping it real goes wrong

itunes shuffle

1) If someone says "this is ok," you say: shes so pretty

2) What would best describe your personality? let go!

3) What do you like in a guy/girl? belief

4) What's your life's purpose? the thief and the heartbreaker (hahahhaha)

5) What is your motto? keeping me alive

6) What do your friends think of you? dreaming with a broken heart

7) What do you think about very often? why 6 is afraid of 7

8) What is 2 + 2? forty-two(hahahha!!!)

9) What do you think of your best friend? skinny love

10) What do you think of a person you like? track 6 (haha but its actually one of the songs on the cd he made me!)

11) What's your life story? you cry a tear to start a river

12) What do you want to be when you grow up? myspace girl (hahaha i didnt even know i had that song on here! haha)

13) What do you think when you see a person you like? 3 cheers for 5 years (ooh so sad!!!)

14) What do you mom and dad think of you? still fly

15) What will you dance to at your wedding? amazing, because it is

16) What will they play at your funeral? let me go (hmm...)

17) What is your hobby/interest? theatrics

18) What is your biggest secret? ejit (????)

19) What do you think of your friends? use somebody

20) What's the worst thing that could happen? end of me

21) How will you die? the plot to bomb the panhandle

22) What's one thing you regret? the way i was made (hahaha)

23) What makes you laugh? pretty handsome awkward

24) What makes you cry? bada' bing with a pipe!

25) Will you ever get married? so in love

26) What scares you the most? the nighttime is our time

27) Does anyone like you? body language and bad habits

28) If you could go back in time, what would you change? everything that makes me sick (uhm yeah!)

29) What hurts right now? someone else before

30) What do you most often exclaim? praise you with a dance

31) Where is paradise? reptar king of the ozone!

32) What did you first say as a baby? hospital

33) If you had a pet, what would you name it? spiraling

34) What is your favorite sight to see? every little thing (hey, that applies!)

35) What makes you gag? all over you

36) What are you best at? the one thing i have left

37) If you wrote a book, what would it be called? youre life and mine

38) What did you last wish for? tired and uninspired

39) What would your superhero name be? oxygen

40) How soon will this be over? pages

41) Where are you sitting? stop this train

42) What do you most hate? the heart of life

43) What do you most love? baccoliod (...oooh!)

44) What is your secret name? zero

45) What will you post this as? when keeping it real goes wrong

"theres some pretty stuff happenin in here!"

Some creepy dude told me that saturday morning while I was at work....talkin about the sun coming up and well, me. even though i totally wasnt feelin it...i woke up at 5am! that was after i had some lady from Alaska come in and ask me where she could find some Amish people...WHAT?! my answer back was...they are everywhere. she said she wanted to "snap a few pics" and im thinking that the amish miiiight not be tooo happy about THAT one!

but this weekend was defiantly eventful. starting off with friday as Homecoming. It was so crappy out, me and kels only went to see the court and didnt wanna stay for the game...so we went to my house and PIGGED OUT! then we worked it off at the dance (well kelsey did haha) with our shared date, adam :)

I was privleged to have danced with lil Logan and Kels did with our favorite lil 7th grader Avery :)

hahaha priiiiiiiiime! but after the dance had to take Adam home, but we totally wanted to go out on the town lookin hot like we did, so we stopped at mccdonalds on park ave. haha and kels TOTALLY got hit on by some old black dude! like the whole "how you doiiin?!" line. Then i worked on Sunday with Kelsey. We had many many many visitors...abby, lexi, Pastor marc, Karen, Madison, Mariah and her lil sad brother Jaden. I felt loved :D

OH, we also did an interpretive dance to a song on the radio...we decided we are going to do a music video of it...and Adam...you have to be in it :)

no longer wise....

well atleast thats what sacco told me a few days ago when i told him i wouldnt be in his class on friday because im getting my wisdom teeth yanked.

at this moment im feeling a lil wierd...like...someone grabbing my arms? haha i dont know...
but earlier...maaaaaaaaaaan that was crrrrrrrrrraaaazy....
got up this morning...talked to mark (who only got on to see me take my "relaxing" pill nooo doubt)well by the time i got off with him (who was getting great entertainment watching me get high) and triiiiiiied to walk (ended up 1/2 crawling) up to my room to get socks it was hitting me pretty hard...then i tried to pet my cat...HAHAHA ended up falling down and had a pretty hard time getting back up. my parents are asking if im alright and if i need help, i dont remember what i said but i just remember laughing and not being able to help it.
which reminds me when i was trying to tell mark a story (went back to read our convo because i couldnt remember a lot of it...) about my cat almost dying last night (which is actually a very sad story..) but i started to laugh...AND I COULDNT CONTROL IT! my dad kept asking what was so funny and im like "HAHAHAHAHA!IHAVENOIDEA!HAHAHAHA!" i was at the point of tears! i couldnt stop laughing!

but then i get to the hospital and try sitting in the chair but i think i just ended up curled up in a ball? haha idk
but after that...i dont remember much...other then getting gased then about 8 seconds later...i was gone.
but having my face numbed was kinda of a cool feeling...i could pinch my chin and feel NOTHING!
but right now...im starving. i cant eat anything...and my mouth keeps on bleeding which is totally not cool.
but so far...getting my teeth out hasnt been that bad of an experiance...kind of...trippy.
hahaha

oh! and my face is barely swollen at all like i predicted!

prediction:

the real thing:

not bad if you ask me....
other then i look pretty nasty without makeup...oooh well!

but right now i think im going to watch secondhand lions...hope its a good one....
UHG IM SO HUNGRY!

Love...

Love is the answer. Love will find a way. When we love one another it's a brighter day.
(O-ka-ga-la-kwe-.Ku-singa-byoo-na.Bwe-twa-ga-la-na-o-lu-na-ku-lu-suu-fu)


Love is here.
Love is now.
Love is pouring from his hands, from his brows.
Love is near,
It satisfies.
Streams of mercy flowing from his side.
Streams of mercy flowing from his side.
Cuz love is here
Love is here

impatient

either going to be the greatest thing to happen to me or the biggest letdown in my life...

Because Ki said so....

she told me that i need to blog more because shes bored with her life and needs to read about mine...HAHAHAHA (seriously ki?!ha!)
then we went on about what it should be about since i havent thought of anything interesting to write about...
so she suggested it be about her...then we decided we didnt want people to get the wrong idea of her...so now its about things that annoy me....
herrrrrrrrre weeeeeeeeeee goooooooooo...! VAMOS!! (i dont even know if thats spelled right!)

well i guess these arent going to be in order otherwise i'll just give myself a headache...

1. the thought of me having to get my wisdom teeth out on oct 2
2. people who consistatnly whine...even thought this whole blog is going to be me whining :) hehe
3. most girls and just the way they are
4. people who dont wash their hands after they go to the bathroom...or really anything (im pretty OCDish about that)
5. when people chew like a cow
6. country music, although i am getting better at it
7. slow internet
8. how there is no where in poland to pee
9. people who dont appreciate being American and dont understand how much freedom we DO actually have
10. how i work every weekend STILL
11. the yearbook computers
12. when either NCIS or law and order:SVU is on alllll the timmmmmme!
13. when i compare myself to people
14. waiting for boys to call/text/email (basically anything with communication) and they dont.
15. when people say that their 'different', but really...they are just like everyone else
16. when my back or neck gets sore from wrapping perms on manicans
17. Obama (oooooooooh Ki is gunna hate me for this one!! ;) haha)
18. when i go shopping hoping to buy LOTS and cant find ANYTHING
19. my lack of enthusiasm lately
20. dry hands and feet
21. when people i dont normally talk to consistanly feel the need to email me and IM me about absolutly nothing everyday
22. people who cant take the hint
23. when people either change their numbers for lotto AFTER i already printed it or say they wanted seperate tickets and make a huge deal about it and make a scene then dont pay. guess what, IM NOT 18 and CANT buy them!
not always my fault...be more specific
24. when im ignored
25. twilight. i dont care how good it is. im not watching it or reading it. looks dumb.
26. oh yeah...almost forgot...when people say dye instead of color.
your dye a rug and color hair. you pluck a chicken and tweeze eyebrows. it drives me WILD! haha :)

hang in there with me...

im still in the process of doing something i havent done in a reaaaally realllllllly loooooong time. that is making my own layout with a scratch HTML code and i have forgotten lots. haha still trying to work on it...i know i know, its lookin a lil rough but hoping i figure it out SOOOOOOOON (or i'll be raged!)

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1 Peter 3:3-4

"Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes. Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God's sight." 1 Peter 3:3-4

quote-in

"i only culture you because i love you!"


-kelsey ford


shes making me watch slumdog millionair agaisnt my will.


hahahhaha!

HEY LADIES!

Guess i havent been the only thinking about my future..seems as if me and kels have had about the same mind set lately!
read this entry from her.

anyway...heres some of my thoughts on dating and...BOYS!

I think us ladies really need to be more skeptical about guys and need to stop rushing into relationships and thinking that they are the "real thing". i know how hard it is to take a stand, set your boundaries and sometimes let go of something that you dont wanna let go of. ive put my heart into 'relationships' (dating or just hanging out) and i end up getting my heart trampled on...but now as i look back...those boys werent it. not even close. either their priorities werent set (i want a guy that always puts God first) or they end up finding a 'new girl'(or i find out about the 'new girl'!). Ive always thought that once the 'perfect guy' steps down into my life I'd see fireworks or, i dont know...some sort of sign...but its not like that. at all. i honestly trust that i eventually will be led to the right guy...he could be right infront of my face, down the street or 1,000's of miles aways. I have no idea. Right now, I just pray that God will protect my heart. all i need to do is rely on him...not some guy that will get bored of me after 2 weeks, or tell me im pretty to just 'get some'.

i love this verse that kelsey read to me a few weeks ago while at k4k

"It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in man.
It is better to take refuge in the Lord than to trust in princes."
Psalm 118:8-9

Now Im not saying that all guys are conniving, and that your boyfriend might not be it...he MIGHT BE...im just saying that we need to guard our hearts and TRY not to get toooo upset if our boy dumps us. We should figure out their priorities and also find out ourselves.
Im currently absolutly crazy about a boy, but i need to always remind myself that if it doesnt work...then Im ment for another boy and hes ment for another girl. which actually sort of upsets me even thinking about...but thats how it is...God has it planned out and i really shouldnt even be worrying about it. He has SO much of a better plan for me then i do for myself...sometimes i need that reminder.
anyway, sorry about jumping around some...but theres my heart on the internet.

too much on my mind

and its driving me absolutly crazy.

wish i had all the secrets to this world. i wish i had everything figured out. i thought i had things figured out...atleast most of it. then everything sorta changed in a years time. they got harder, more complicated. feels like im walking in a foreign dark room and i have no idea where the light switch is.
guess im just a scaredy cat. i know things will go by God's plan.
i mean seriously, how many times have i had this conversation with people!?
in the end...i guess i just have a trusting issue.
i dont know.
but the time is coming to where i need to figure somethings out....

lullaby

bored as usual and was on youtube...and look who i came across!
PEOPLE I KNOW!



I seriously love their version so much better then josh groban's

IMPACT Poland 2009!

I just realized...

that i had more of a life when i was 15 then i do now as a 17 year old.



















HAHA :/

everything cost so much....

This makes me wanna cry...

even the cheapest airline in the US is STILL almost $600...

I love babies

and i got Croc Clips today!! YAY!!!

busy, busy, busy...

havent posted anything for awhile and havent really felt like it...but anyway, lots has been going on...im FINALLY setteled at home...i think...?

but Poland went well, our traveling and everything was more then perfect other then doing a home alone move in germany...running (literally!) through Germanys airport. haha

we were still on our plane from poland when our flight home was boarding....it was stressful and i could feel my stupid shinsplints! paaaaaaaaaaaaain.

but it was so awesome to see my friends from last year in poland and have such great fellowship

shortly after coming home from poland my family went on vaca to SC with the vickers!

-------------------------------------->>((this is where i saw dolphins!)))

anyway, had a really really awesome time with the family and i totally wish i could move to the carolinas!
hmph.

but after south carolina....i went to yearbook camp for 3 days....

<<----------------------------------(((this was taken while we were jumping for joy when we found out our book was finished!!)))

ahhhhhhhhhh...beauty.

right after camp, i then went straight to k4k...which...i hardly got any pictures of...
haha maybe i'll jip off someones...!

now im home for the rest of the summer...going back to work here soon...and maaaaaaaaaybe going to oregon? still looking for plane tickets as of right now...but really doubting it.
thats about it for now...

11 hours and counting...

At the moment I have 11 more hours till Im on my way to Poland for 2 weeks.

just got back from weighing my bag over at cathy's and it is 38 lbs! boo. yah.

but it is absolutly packed FULL.

but thankfully im leaving my towels and sheets there for the Polaks :)

haha

anyway, im super excited/nervous/anxious/i dont even know

it really hasnt hit me toooo much that im leaving AGAIN!

sorta weird...like last year, the whole time i was there i honestly couldnt even believe it.

but I pray that everything goes smoothly...

i had a verse, but i forget it...haha and my bible is conviently packed away in my luggage in a truck. haha something in Psalms...maybeeee 143? But i know God will protect us, im really not all that worried about it... i guess im more worried about opportunities that i might miss out on when it comes to witnessing.

well, hope i have everything packed....tomorrow 6 am is the big day.

then off to pittsburgh, DC, frankfurt, warsaw then finally...kutno :)

<3

:D

My Boy<3

















song of the day:
Everything by Lifehouse

POLAND POLAND POLAND!

Leaving on wed. and cant wait :D

praaaaaaaaaaaaay that our plane doesnt crash, i dont loose my luggage and i dont get swine flu.

haha

I CANT WAIIIIIIT!!!!

6/12/09

yesterday i went and got myself a new laptop! my old one is no longer working (well, not very well...) but i love it! not the one that i wanted, but getting this one saved me about 100-200 dollars, and i like saving! its not quite as cool looking...but who cares! i love it!

I also got some new glasses...since i have to wear them for atleast 2 months...but im sorta getting the feeling that it could be permanent.uhg. i miss my contacts.... i basically a dork now. haha but i kinda like 'em...they are growin on me...

anyway, while i was up in erie getting my laptop my mum decided we should go to a Casting Crowns show! it was really good! It was awesome to worship with family and friends and with lots and lots of brothers and sisters :)

the only issue was the 2 girls behind me screaming their heads off the whole time. i honestly wanted to turn around and rip their voice boxes out. but i thought that probably wouldnt be the best thing to do at a christian concert. but im pretty sure my ears were bleeding and i still had a headache when i woke up this morning. thank you lil girls.

why cant I...

put last weekend on repeat?
hmph.

unfortunatly, no pictures of the best part of the weekend...
hmph.
but i got to see him :D
(picture from last year in poland)
VVV

"ah, i was talking!" "...no you werent?!" "well, my mouth was open"

today was my official last day of being a junior in highschool.

im now officially a senior.

boo.yah.

also means my 2nd year of cosmo is over...one year left...boy am i gunna miss it!
we seriously have so much fun, and im really kinda scared to go out in the real world and make my own decisions about stuff...im probably going to be calling mrs. stein all the time asking what to do on clients!

haha. us 4 second year, ki and sarah were saying how we feel we need to go for four years and not just three....its kinda nerve racking pretending like you know what youre doing, but you really dont. you just pray it turns out even, or her hair doesnt fall out. i mean, so far its worked for me! but not sure how much longer that'll keep on! (fyi-im not saying that i dont know what im doing most the time, it just seems like numerous times im caught in that situation of unsure-ness!) But now that im officially a senior and i only have one more year im really starting to realize how things are seriously going to change a lot. i mean less then a year i'll be taking my state boards for cosmo to start working....i'll be out of school. for good. will i have enough money for a car to get to my job? will i finally get my license? (hahahaha) probably still gunna be living with the 'rents. but are we still going to live here? i also feel like im being pulled in all sort of different directions. my heart will say one way, my mind says another. i get stressed out about not knowing whats going to be happening with me in the future....

but according to my buddy James..."you dont even know what tomorrow brings-what your life will be! For you are a bit of smoke that appears for a little while, then vanishes. Instead you should say, 'if the LORD wills, we will live and do this or that.' (James 14-15 HCSB)

I just find it hard to let go and try my best to not worry about it. give it to God. i know things will work out how they are suppose to. i trust that i'll end up being happy, and i will get the most out of life. its just getting started and not knowing what im suppose to do exactly. ahhhhhhhhh.

anyway, tomorrow i gotta wake up bright and early at...eh...7:15ish

some guy is coming to fix my leaking wall thats making my floor wet everytime theres a heavy rain...so i need to get ready and get out...then im off with tanya, kelsey and ploy to go to presque isle then shopping...then tie-dying? idk anymore! but im honestly not tired. probably becuase im looking at this bright light? haha

alright. bed time.

***so excited for these next days/weeks/months ive been having a hard time sleeping im so excited!***

haha. well, sorta.

(sorta 'bout the sleeping situation, not about the super excitment)

night<3

song of the night- free fallin' by john mayer

up-up-update!

ONE MORE DAY OF SCHOOOOOL!
then im a senior :)
i finished my cosmo final with a bang
got like a 97% for the year. ballin.
not sure what i got on my english paper, but im expecting to get it tomorrow since it IS our last day! also finished all the parent ads! now i can finally relax (for the most part) and focus on recent stuff coming up!:

5&6- mark and stephen is here
6&7- kristen grace, brandy,
brittany, aubrey and bf's here
17-july 2?- poland
4-11-north carolina
then yearbook camp and k4k

super excited about everything :D

Ive also been reading Daniel and loving it!

finished Job...well, i skipped some parts (shhh!) and our whole series of going through James is done too

Im also still currently (over and over again) reading velvet elvis by rob bell. awesome book. i have so many marks and notes in it now! haha i HIGHLY recommend it!!!!

summer is here.

Song of the day: Let Go by...of course...Edison Glass

I love K. Ford for this.

http://chailinmochroi.livejournal.com/2949.html?view=6533

...just a few...

Random Facts About Abby Battin

I like my choclate chip cookies without chocolate chips

Ive really been into Edison Glass lately

Im really, really bad at math. like simple math.

I hate when people chew with their mouths open

I find it really annoying when mousse keeps on coming out of the mousse bottle

I want a tattoo inside my foot that says something meaningful, i just havent thought of something yet!

I dont like obama. at all.

I wanna move to somewhere really nice and really warm, but bring all the people I love along with me.

Im absolutly terrified of spiders

if I knew my hair could handle it, I would color my hair every other week

I swear my feet shrunk by atleast 1/2 a shoe size

and Im told I have some of the cutest feet too

I almost never use internet shorthand i.e. lol, u, r, mssg... unless im in a huge hurry to type something, other then idk, and thats it basically. but I never 'lol' haha

I love my cat, but she only loves my dad, who didnt want her in the first place

I went to the convention center to go see Sarah Palin this year...i loved it!

My nails are almost always red...unless it clashes with what i wear

I hate how the only true HD channel we have on our tv is PBS

I dont understand the game of baseball at all.

My shoes never have backs unless they are flats

When I dont wear my contacts, I always feel really tired, which has been an issue since i havent been able to wear my contacts for 'bout a month now

I really hate country music. But i have to listen to it almost everyday for the past 2 years. So i pretty much know every country song on froggy

I refuse to eat or touch pringles and hot pockets

Ive watched about every episode (none of the new ones) of csi: las vegas. I out watched it.

I can never finish things i start. like i started making a quilt and its been sitting, not touched for over a month, i started the guitar (for the second time) and havent picked it up, i played the piano for about a year, then i got tired of practice...i never finish. oh, and i also played the flute for awhile...whadda geek. ;)

I wish i liked to cook. Im hoping that one day it will just hit me and i'll love doing it

I love going boating out on kinzua. I tube until my stomach and butt have bruises from the water

the only reason why i go to school is because of cosmetology. I hate having to makeup that class! ...and missing hours

I love cuccumber salad. but i hate cuccumbers

I waited 6 months to get my permit and have now waited almost 4 months to get my license

I cant stand when people breathe on me or blow their breathe in my face

Lipton citrus green tea is sooooooooo gooooooooood

So far the best book i have ever read is Velvet Elvis by Rob Bell. I can read it over and over and again.

andddd...i have decided that from now on that if i have a bad day, im watching this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gD3FMSUJqg&feature=channel

^i love these boys.^

taking a personal day...

this morning i took my...guess you could say, annual personal day. haha

but it was wonderful! we had a garage sale to help towards my trip to Poland. and now my trip is finally paid for :D ahhhhhhhhh it seriously feels awesome! but i also got to hang out with lil lily! isnt she the cutest?! we spent forever on the trampoline just running around and throwing balls.

oh, and all my papers are finished! also feels awesome! now i just have to study for finals and try and attempt to finish our yearbook! haha

also, ive been addicted to pandora lately. none stop listening. especially to edison glass. i went to one of their shows last year with eric and up until now ive forgetten about them! if you get a chance, check 'em out. its some good quality stuff!

once again...

im procrastinating.

im putting off my last 2 papers and math homework (which i still dont have a calculator for! nooo!!!)

anyway...

for some reason this morning i was sorta dreading going to cosmo. why? i just kinda had a feeling i was going to go nuts. did i? eh. sorta.

i jumped between 3 clients.

2 of which, werent mine...infact, i dont even think anyone WAS doing them in the first place.

i did my FIRST EVERRRR mens haircut!

as in, scissors and comb. lets just say...its was awesome. and he loved it! so im happy.

but how absolutly pathetic is that?! im almost a senior and i havent done a scissors over comb cut on a man yet (a live one that is)! UHG.

but i am currently sitting outside on my shady porch with little abby while she is reading over my english paper while the wind is blowing and the smell of flowers is in the air....wonderful :) and distracting.

haha

obviously this wasnt taken just now, but thats my lil abby!

ahhhhh!

i need to do my paper. i mean, it IS due tomorrow.

Perfect day...

Today is so absolutly beautiful! i love it, and honestly wished that it was like this all year round!
today has been perfect other then going nuts at tech, loosing my calculator, stressing over senior ads and finding out that my english paper is due friday *GASP*! and i also have 2 other papers for job shadowing due on friday also *GASP*!!!


so why am i blogging about this?
i have no idea.

and now i need to go work on it all...blaaaaaaaah.
oh, and 15 days till mark is here :)